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ok i didn't want to start a new thread. but now i have Kan's problem in reverse:

my boyfriend Nicolas is French, and i figured since we've been together a year and i half, maybe it's time i dust off my french books and j'apprends encore le français. so i enrolled in a class. last week, immediately after my first class, my teacher asked me out, giving me this dilemma: if i refuse outright, I'm gonna have a shitty two months of classes. if i accept and he has a fantastic time, i'm gonna have a very very weird two months of classes. so i agreed to go out, but i kept it über-platonic and really tried to dissuade him when he kept insisting "I want a real filipina girlfriend" for the simple reason that he's returning to his country in August.

all week, he didn't call or text. i show up in class today and it's like nothing happened. w00t!

class ends, i go back to my office, turn on my phone, and there's a series of messages from him: i like your look today... when are we going out again... are you mad at me... i'm sorry if i'm being pushy.

and these were all sent DURING class. hrmmmm.

so i said, well i'm meeting this guy at a bar later, come along if you want. and he says, yes. hrmmmmmmmmmm.

now i'm trying to figure out how to break it to him gently. ideas? i don't want to just blurt out suddenly, "i have a boyfriend!" because that would mean i knew he wanted to be more than friends.

and i didn't tell Nicolas. should i?

hahaha yeah Kan i realised upon rereading it that our cases are not the reverse at all! i don't think you've been obsessive eh?

(okay he texted just now saying bon voyage. okay. not responding.)

so last night when i was at the bar meeting up with this musician who was asking me to design his new album cover, teacher texts, oh why don't you come over to my place and let's drink here? so i said i couldn't go over to his house, of course. stupid me goes, if you still wanna drink, come over (at least my friends were there to get me out of trouble). and he shows up. and starts talking about how sad he is and how he'll miss me over the week. so i started talking about this other hot student who seems to really want him, and then i start talking about this other REALLY CUTE teacher (who incidentally looks so much like Nicolas, oh no). i really should've just said it at that point, heh.

i'm thinking of asking to be moved to a different class. or sending a miss-sent text message meant for my boyfriend. haha!

so kan, did you go out with suwan already or is it later tonight?

edit: oh god he texted just now saying "i hope you're not mad at me."